

Ahh Im so bored with life right now. I fill like im in a prison. I mean I stay home watching TV shows on line and then the only time i really go out is when i leave for work. You'd figure that at 22 id be doing more socially. Really I have a hard time connecting with people to the point were we actually hang out and what not. The way I see it, most people are lame or fake and/or superficial. Im cool on that.
Youd figure that ah sexy individual like me would have a girl friend right,{right} yet I cant find one suitable for me, further more i dont really have the money or patience right now to even manage a relationship.
Pathetic, Pathetic is the word that keeps reoccurring in my mind, Though I know this cant be true. But I still cant figure out how a cool urban mothafucker like me connects better with friends Ive never meet online, than with the bland faced, over exaggerated people i run in to on a daily basis.
At least though I ve been sleeping well, very well. Some times I wish I could sleep for days, and dream non stop. I believe im happiest when I sleep. Something like the lady in the picture above.
Thats actually how I fill when Im by my self. Passed out in a grocery cart, waiting for someone to push me. Being lonely is a mothafucker, but I still dont regret ditching my lame ass friends.{they never really gave a fuck about me}
Unfortunately I dont fill any enthusiasm today, maybe ill be comedic 2morrow =)
By the way thank God for spell check.lol
(u still mispelled things, sorry i'm a grammer nerd)
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ReplyDeletewitch=which fill=feel.... a few others... haha i sound like a teacher. sorry man o and if u wnt me to stop commenting and being stupid i will
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