Today

Im back in session, my absents was due to lack of a computer and Internet, but i want those who follow me to know that im back and i will tell more later. right now, today, im tired

Tell tell

Ah yes its been so long it seems since ive last posted,
well lets see, one of my co workers tryed to get me drunk and fuck me but sorry baby i dont shit were i eat, not any more unless shes very very special, like out of the norm. {not like wetard!! special} I know im bad. =)
Also im going to look at my first apartment on monday, i made an appointment and if all goes well ill be in by august. thats the plan anyways,
but on other news ive been sick the past 3 days, lord knows what it was but thank god for night quill. AMen lol

im filling back in my groove though and once i see the one i want ima go for her like Macain goin for the election, except ima win like obama. im in this winning spirit lately and every thing is going to be all right, i just know it.
Lately ive been watching my shows online, but i need a new show and i need one soon, anybody got any suggestions?

Nigga wonka and the milk shake factory

yes Im Nigga Wonka.
I make milk shakes every night for a bunch of strangers who fill its cool to come thru my drive thru early in the morning {between 12am-4am} and order 4-5 shakes plus a gang of food. As if making there shakes wasnt enough of an annoyance they want special this and special that. X{
NO MORE!
So i wont stand for the headach of food service anylonger, 2morrow im off to find a nice slow pace retail job.
Wish me luck.


PS: Steak & Shake blows

Jesus, Sex and ah game of Chess

So tonight while i was at work this huge jesus statue witch has been a land mark in ohio for 6 years burned to the ground. Cause being lightning.
Funny right,, the whole time I thought the damn thing was made of concrete when really it was made of plastic foam and fiber glass. lol Thall shall not make no graven images. ;p
The really funny part though is that I watched this news clip on it online and this lady who went to the church was hysterical thinking that there had to be some divine reason behind it. Cry and saying "theres something not right" as if Jesus was mad with the church or what not.
Personally I find that all organized religion has its comical peaks.
This meaning I really find this incident to be a matter of chance.

Anyways Im starting to fill my sex drive revitalize, meaning its almost time to play the game again. After my last relationship I was drained and honestly lost much interest in sex, {0_o Ah man not wanting sex, HOW COULD THIS BE}
Yes ive asked my self the same question and honestly in my last relationship I had so much sex that it must have drained my libido. Honestly you could paint your whole house with all the seamen Ive lost from january to april. {Right!} *rolls eyes*
I think my balls dried up for ah minute there. That might be how Tom Green got testicular cancer. To much celebrity sex.
Though If I could find a women that I wouldnt get tired of and/or ah women that doesnt tire of me, id be in good shape. {shiiiit, what are the chances of that!}

I find love to be a complicated game of chess that all boils down to-----:If your not my best friend after the infatuation fades then its time to keep looking:-----cause in the end every body wants a soul mate and a soul mate cant be all about sex and attraction. It has to be spiritual,,,,
Me my self though , Im like the lone wolf, but even the lone wolf needs pussy from time to time or everyday//Witch ever you prefer.

Any ways thats my time.

Long day

Ohh Im so tired, if it wasnt for the love of my new blog id be zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, right now. I got 2 hours of sleep the other day because i was restless and didnt wanna sleep.

Honestly Im tired of people,
my job is starting to look alittle funny. We got this new GM see,{general manager,,,,,for you slow folks} we got this new GM see and boy is he something else. I found out today that were suppose to pay for our drinks...YES wtf,,,,we have to buy our first drink then refills are free.
Now I have never worked in a restaurant were you have to pay for fountain drinks.
I mean I work their *rolls eyes*
Ive been as calm as humanly possible in the face of my ass hole bosses. Matter fact my job mainly consist of me masking my contempt for my bosses and retiring atleast once a day to the bathroom so that I can jerk off while fantasizing about a life that doesnt so closely resemble hell.
lol {american beauti}{my fav part}

Naw but honestly I am slowly growing to truely hate my job,,,Somebody plz come save me.


That Bacardi 151 and that bottle of aspirin looks better and better every day.
Anyways time to sleep bitches =)

Wanna Sleep All Day.

Ahh Im so bored with life right now. I fill like im in a prison. I mean I stay home watching TV shows on line and then the only time i really go out is when i leave for work. You'd figure that at 22 id be doing more socially. Really I have a hard time connecting with people to the point were we actually hang out and what not. The way I see it, most people are lame or fake and/or superficial. Im cool on that.

Youd figure that ah sexy individual like me would have a girl friend right,{right} yet I cant find one suitable for me, further more i dont really have the money or patience right now to even manage a relationship.

Pathetic, Pathetic is the word that keeps reoccurring in my mind, Though I know this cant be true. But I still cant figure out how a cool urban mothafucker like me connects better with friends Ive never meet online, than with the bland faced, over exaggerated people i run in to on a daily basis.

At least though I ve been sleeping well, very well. Some times I wish I could sleep for days, and dream non stop. I believe im happiest when I sleep. Something like the lady in the picture above.

Thats actually how I fill when Im by my self. Passed out in a grocery cart, waiting for someone to push me. Being lonely is a mothafucker, but I still dont regret ditching my lame ass friends.{they never really gave a fuck about me}

Unfortunately I dont fill any enthusiasm today, maybe ill be comedic 2morrow =)

By the way thank God for spell check.lol

Day in day out

I find myself in a repetitive pattern, an emotional struggle comparable to the instrumental of 2pacs song "war stories" {only few know what im talkin about}, Regardless Im trying and i fill a better day coming. Thats all i have to say.