Tell tell

Ah yes its been so long it seems since ive last posted,
well lets see, one of my co workers tryed to get me drunk and fuck me but sorry baby i dont shit were i eat, not any more unless shes very very special, like out of the norm. {not like wetard!! special} I know im bad. =)
Also im going to look at my first apartment on monday, i made an appointment and if all goes well ill be in by august. thats the plan anyways,
but on other news ive been sick the past 3 days, lord knows what it was but thank god for night quill. AMen lol

im filling back in my groove though and once i see the one i want ima go for her like Macain goin for the election, except ima win like obama. im in this winning spirit lately and every thing is going to be all right, i just know it.
Lately ive been watching my shows online, but i need a new show and i need one soon, anybody got any suggestions?

Nigga wonka and the milk shake factory

yes Im Nigga Wonka.
I make milk shakes every night for a bunch of strangers who fill its cool to come thru my drive thru early in the morning {between 12am-4am} and order 4-5 shakes plus a gang of food. As if making there shakes wasnt enough of an annoyance they want special this and special that. X{
NO MORE!
So i wont stand for the headach of food service anylonger, 2morrow im off to find a nice slow pace retail job.
Wish me luck.


PS: Steak & Shake blows

Jesus, Sex and ah game of Chess

So tonight while i was at work this huge jesus statue witch has been a land mark in ohio for 6 years burned to the ground. Cause being lightning.
Funny right,, the whole time I thought the damn thing was made of concrete when really it was made of plastic foam and fiber glass. lol Thall shall not make no graven images. ;p
The really funny part though is that I watched this news clip on it online and this lady who went to the church was hysterical thinking that there had to be some divine reason behind it. Cry and saying "theres something not right" as if Jesus was mad with the church or what not.
Personally I find that all organized religion has its comical peaks.
This meaning I really find this incident to be a matter of chance.

Anyways Im starting to fill my sex drive revitalize, meaning its almost time to play the game again. After my last relationship I was drained and honestly lost much interest in sex, {0_o Ah man not wanting sex, HOW COULD THIS BE}
Yes ive asked my self the same question and honestly in my last relationship I had so much sex that it must have drained my libido. Honestly you could paint your whole house with all the seamen Ive lost from january to april. {Right!} *rolls eyes*
I think my balls dried up for ah minute there. That might be how Tom Green got testicular cancer. To much celebrity sex.
Though If I could find a women that I wouldnt get tired of and/or ah women that doesnt tire of me, id be in good shape. {shiiiit, what are the chances of that!}

I find love to be a complicated game of chess that all boils down to-----:If your not my best friend after the infatuation fades then its time to keep looking:-----cause in the end every body wants a soul mate and a soul mate cant be all about sex and attraction. It has to be spiritual,,,,
Me my self though , Im like the lone wolf, but even the lone wolf needs pussy from time to time or everyday//Witch ever you prefer.

Any ways thats my time.

Long day

Ohh Im so tired, if it wasnt for the love of my new blog id be zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, right now. I got 2 hours of sleep the other day because i was restless and didnt wanna sleep.

Honestly Im tired of people,
my job is starting to look alittle funny. We got this new GM see,{general manager,,,,,for you slow folks} we got this new GM see and boy is he something else. I found out today that were suppose to pay for our drinks...YES wtf,,,,we have to buy our first drink then refills are free.
Now I have never worked in a restaurant were you have to pay for fountain drinks.
I mean I work their *rolls eyes*
Ive been as calm as humanly possible in the face of my ass hole bosses. Matter fact my job mainly consist of me masking my contempt for my bosses and retiring atleast once a day to the bathroom so that I can jerk off while fantasizing about a life that doesnt so closely resemble hell.
lol {american beauti}{my fav part}

Naw but honestly I am slowly growing to truely hate my job,,,Somebody plz come save me.


That Bacardi 151 and that bottle of aspirin looks better and better every day.
Anyways time to sleep bitches =)

Wanna Sleep All Day.

Ahh Im so bored with life right now. I fill like im in a prison. I mean I stay home watching TV shows on line and then the only time i really go out is when i leave for work. You'd figure that at 22 id be doing more socially. Really I have a hard time connecting with people to the point were we actually hang out and what not. The way I see it, most people are lame or fake and/or superficial. Im cool on that.

Youd figure that ah sexy individual like me would have a girl friend right,{right} yet I cant find one suitable for me, further more i dont really have the money or patience right now to even manage a relationship.

Pathetic, Pathetic is the word that keeps reoccurring in my mind, Though I know this cant be true. But I still cant figure out how a cool urban mothafucker like me connects better with friends Ive never meet online, than with the bland faced, over exaggerated people i run in to on a daily basis.

At least though I ve been sleeping well, very well. Some times I wish I could sleep for days, and dream non stop. I believe im happiest when I sleep. Something like the lady in the picture above.

Thats actually how I fill when Im by my self. Passed out in a grocery cart, waiting for someone to push me. Being lonely is a mothafucker, but I still dont regret ditching my lame ass friends.{they never really gave a fuck about me}

Unfortunately I dont fill any enthusiasm today, maybe ill be comedic 2morrow =)

By the way thank God for spell check.lol

Day in day out

I find myself in a repetitive pattern, an emotional struggle comparable to the instrumental of 2pacs song "war stories" {only few know what im talkin about}, Regardless Im trying and i fill a better day coming. Thats all i have to say.

Splice

Now I went to see splice the other day for my birthday. And I thought it was cool for a Si-Fi flick. yet the movie got less than decent reviews and in the theatre after the movie was over I heard someone say "that was pretty lame".

WEll Im here to say that the movie should of atleast got ah B rating instead of a D, and plus people, Its a motherfucking si-fi movie, it ain't no Will Smith flick. your not suppose to get to know these individual characters in depth. There shouldn't be no moments of tear jerkin passion.
All in all it was about two scientist. One was an actually scientist and the other was a fool. It just so happened that the Fool was a women {women make the world go round} and so she pushed the boundaries so far that it had devastating consequences, and the man, the smart scientist couldn't just tell the bitch no much less enforce his demands.
So there you go, Splice in a nut shell.
If they had been responsible none of what happened would of happened.


By the way,,,Adrian Brody has the biggest fuckin nose, I swear, I thought it looked big on DVD but that wasn't nothing compared to the big screen. lol Don't get me wrong ima fan.

Mobile bloggggggggggggggggggg

Mobile bloggin now. If u can watch from ur mobile, find me

22 and counting

Every year I'm ecstatic about my birthday,,, you know- its MY DAY. yet around 11 somethin last night i went from excited to ,uhh.

Now most people would think to say, "well Mirror its just another day" yet truth be told im convinced I might be a manic depressant, I'll go more in to that assumption later.



So weeks back I had planed to go out with a couple friend and it was set in concrete, but weeks later I found that my main friend who was also suppose to chauffeur me had to attend a seminar in Indiana. Witch this seminar was for a wrestling thing. Yes my friend wants to be a professional wrestler. So anyways I was completely cool about it, because it was important for dude and something like this doesn't come around often. Shortly after I knew I had to come up with a new plan.



Yet I never did figure one out. Turns out he wasnt able to go and was available today, along with my home gurl. Yet I wanna spend my B-day alone. I did how ever try to pick my home gurl up so we could go to the movie, but she knew when to be ready for me to come by and she was sleepin, Can u believe it, SLEEPIN.

Anyways regardless I didnt really wanna spend the day with anybody. My home boy aka rob did drop by today wanting me to come kick it but i refused. I really rather stay home.
The plus of doing so was that my friend Nurhan called today, witch is rare cause she lives over-seas, and I really enjoy her company. tela wise atleast.

In due time

What ah day, I finally got paid yet it wasnt what i was expecting. Oh well, better hours next check. Fuckin my birthday is 2 days away and im not sure what ill do. Maybe ill stay home and drink and blog and drink and blog and hope that maybe someone will see me and want to read I post.
Ah well,
all in due time I guess, either way this one will be short, i got something more important to write=)

Armed Robbery

Blogs Blogs and more blogs, there are so many out there i even found one for Halloween costumes. I have a filling good blogs are hard to find. Personally I just cant wait till i get paid so that i can get my phone back on.
Blogging from my phone....hummmmm

Speaking of pay day {witch is 20 hours} its about time and my check better be fat. I just started this new job and my first pay check was only for 2 hours witch was basically orientation. So I had to struggle and strive for another 2 weeks, bumming cigarettes and driving only to work and back for the sake of gas.
Matter fact my pockets got so tight i actually considered armed robbery{lol} I had it all planed out see...

Id walk in some gas station or any store that looked like a good mark, right. Right, so anyways id walk in, black mask and gloves and id shove a gun in the clerks face, telling him some stupid shit like, Give me the money and/or Give me the fuckin money.. See id cuss at him for dramatic effect, I learned that from the movies {menace to society}lol

So anyways after the clerk bagged my money faster than hes ever done anything in his life, id run out to my car,{well truck} and id drive the fuck off.
Now I know a robbery would probably be a little more complicated than that but maybe not.
Thank God I finally found a job.
Funny thing is I wouldn't of even had the money to begin with to buy a gun to use at the robbery. It would of been me with my hand under my shirt, demonstrating the acting skills i learned at the community college.

The Pain Of Tomorrow

Hang overs are so unfortunate, these days though my taste for drinking has changed drasticly. Since i went broke last month, i havent been able to really drink, and now i dont really wish to. soooo O_o whats left to do when im bord.???? I guess I could try to make new friends and do what ever it is that the mundane do but i dont think thats really for me. *shrug*

Anyways my birthday is in 4 days and im not really sure what to do. But I am sure that I wont drink. My mind and body cant take it no more, or the day after.
Surely somebody has some advice for me.

In The Beginning There Was Introduction

In the beginning there was introduction, Ah ketch phrase witch came to me long before i became Mirror To The World. Me my self, I originated in online socialism back in 2004, my starting place being DeviantArt.com, the largest online community to date. Yet now I have come to blogging in an effort to do what I couldnt do on Deviant art,,,aka..DA.. and that is to tell not just my story and the stories of those around but of world wide criticism, comedy, pain and sarcasm in neat form. Meaning that all will understand what is said rather than trying to understand the riddles in my literary work. For those who come across me, I am an artist, a literary artist who wishes to expand in many other forms of art. My main stream art right now is all poetry, ah lesser of the mix in art appreciators unless music is behind it. Yet my collection ranges from ok with neat form to loved around the world.
My DA is linked to my profile for any who would wish to follow my work. But I am not here to promote.

I designed my page last night and i went to sleep wondering what I should blog about, i had to look at several blogs before i really understood what blogging was because by mear chance I have never really known about blogging being what it is till several days ago,,,,{wtf} right. Right! lol
But in My search I found alot of interesting people along with the exact opposite. And then I thought to my self whats the point of having a online journal witch no body will read?
Then I figured it could be more than that, I figured out blogging connects the best of us around the world, theres much you can learn from bloggs and friends you can make, so to me as of to day, blogging as old as it is, is an elevated form of online socialism. Follow me, lets see were this goes.